LEARN HOW TO CALL ME WHEN YOU SAY YOU WILL.
fuck, lol you frustrate me so bad.
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on another note its thursday!!
two more dayss baby and you'll be here.
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I have this really close bestfriend, that I'm going to talk about in the next blog tommorow, cause I want to do it now, but im too high tonight, and its a confusing story, so you know what I mean, thanks, talk to you guys later :) bye.
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"aint nothin' in this world for free, just be happy we don't have to pay to pee"
8/19/09
8/18/09
with or without you
Hey guys!
Soo, I think Im going to start posting really cool graphics and photography.. why? cause I'm really into that kind of start, I might even start, before today is over, cause once again I'm stuck with nothing to do, so might as well right.
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I always wonder what your doing when I'm not with you, or you're not with me. I hope you think about me, as much as I can't stop thinking about you. I love you so much.. I just wanted to say it today, even though I know you'll never see this. Sometimes I think you will find someone when you're not with me, and think that she is better than me, and that you should be with her. I hope not. I love you very much, and I never want to lose you.
This whole two weeks without you, has been horrible, and we're supposed to be on a break?
like , ha , this is not good.. ;)
I miss you very badly, and can't wait to sleep next to you.
Bye beautiful.
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OK for the graphics and crazy shit, see next posts, I still will post shit like this though, I'm sure no one really enjoys reading it though.
Soo, I think Im going to start posting really cool graphics and photography.. why? cause I'm really into that kind of start, I might even start, before today is over, cause once again I'm stuck with nothing to do, so might as well right.
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I always wonder what your doing when I'm not with you, or you're not with me. I hope you think about me, as much as I can't stop thinking about you. I love you so much.. I just wanted to say it today, even though I know you'll never see this. Sometimes I think you will find someone when you're not with me, and think that she is better than me, and that you should be with her. I hope not. I love you very much, and I never want to lose you.
This whole two weeks without you, has been horrible, and we're supposed to be on a break?
like , ha , this is not good.. ;)
I miss you very badly, and can't wait to sleep next to you.
Bye beautiful.
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OK for the graphics and crazy shit, see next posts, I still will post shit like this though, I'm sure no one really enjoys reading it though.
8/17/09
kindling, for the moment.
You left me, for others. You didn't want to be friends anymore, that was clear.. I miss you alot, I miss my bestfriend, I don't miss the girl you've become against me though, due to others people drama and gossip. I'm not worried to much about, I know you miss me too, but do you miss me the right way ? Do you miss that when we slept together I slept better to the shape of your body ? It's so much of me and him against the world now, I had you, and than I lost you.
I'm sorry it happened that way, but I have to be with people that I dont have to worry is talking about me behind my back as soon as the bell rings.
I'm sorry it happened that way, but I have to be with people that I dont have to worry is talking about me behind my back as soon as the bell rings.
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I can't blieve how well I slept, because of talking to you, I loved it, I love you.
I miss you.
I miss you so bad my whole being shakes.
I love you beautiful, you are my world.
8/16/09
new week, okay.
Today we talked on the phone. I was shaking, I was so happy to hear your voice after so long. I know you miss me, I know you wish I was home. I can't wait to share stories- face-to-face. I miss you so bad, I picture you with me. I picture when we'll see eachother again. I feel so much better. I love you, and I know we won't let shit others say bother us. You scare me still.
I love you with my whole life,body and soul ..baby. I miss you, and I'll be seeing you soon.
I promise.
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here's the thing. You all started this shit. This is all your fault.
" I'm not taking bullshit" anymore.
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ammune system is shot, gotta stop smoking everyday.
cigarettes are bad enough.
I kind of like the feeling.. flying.
whatever. I'll stop when I want to right?
I love you with my whole life,body and soul ..baby. I miss you, and I'll be seeing you soon.
I promise.
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here's the thing. You all started this shit. This is all your fault.
" I'm not taking bullshit" anymore.
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ammune system is shot, gotta stop smoking everyday.
cigarettes are bad enough.
I kind of like the feeling.. flying.
whatever. I'll stop when I want to right?
8/15/09
we're losing this, and I can't live with that
We keep seeming to having the same problem. I'm scared, and I know you're scared. My names baby, and you are mine. Why can't everything just work out like that, You know I love you, I know you love me. If you don't want to be with me anymore, I hope you tell me , because I'm sick of being stuck up here thinking that when I see you again, everything will feel the same, see I don't doubt that, and I know you do. If you want to be with someone else,
tell me.
cause I want to know.
I love you with all my heart.
You are my true love, and you always will me.
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I can't take it anymore, I honestly feel like we're just stuck in this one position that neither of us want to make an effort to get out. You we're my bestfriend, you we're his bestfriend too. It's hard you have no idea, you dont have everyday the whole world against you, that is my life now. I have to deal with everyone that is against me and the things I love. I dont know how to fix it, and truthfully, I'm better off without those kind of friends. you, and only you, I regret losing, you were good to me, I treated you horribly, now this is where we stand.
tell me.
cause I want to know.
I love you with all my heart.
You are my true love, and you always will me.
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I can't take it anymore, I honestly feel like we're just stuck in this one position that neither of us want to make an effort to get out. You we're my bestfriend, you we're his bestfriend too. It's hard you have no idea, you dont have everyday the whole world against you, that is my life now. I have to deal with everyone that is against me and the things I love. I dont know how to fix it, and truthfully, I'm better off without those kind of friends. you, and only you, I regret losing, you were good to me, I treated you horribly, now this is where we stand.
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