something to read.

Maybe that`s what it all comes down to. Love, not as a surge of passion, but as a choice to commit to something, someone, no matter what obstacles or temptations stand in the way. &+ maybe making that choice, again and again, day in and day out, year after year, says more about love than never having a choice to make at all.

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i was born to be stubborn, to be alittle bit bitchy, to push people, andpush myself. i was taught to nevertake life for granted, to live a little,to love with everything I had tonever give up, to believe in myselfbut most of all, to fight for myself.

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Yeah but even when you're here, you're gone. I miss the old you, and I know lately I haven't been the easiest person to be around, but can we just rewind, restart, relove



( When I read quotes like these, it makes me really think, that maybe love is the same for everyone. Good luck to whoever is inlove with someone, cause its absolutely great when you start out and it feels like nothing can faze you, but heres a little advice- he or she can faze you, i promise, good luck, keep the one you love close to you, cause it hurts to watch them grow apart from you)

It's been a while.

I have the craziest thoughts when I smoke weed, it's been so long since ive wrote anything on my blog, im going to start up again, schools in now ! Crazy I know, aha, so far im failing history and civics, but i can boost those marks up really quick hopefully. I never got to write about that one bestfriend, and Im going to. I just need to think about stuff

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Because sometimes there is no easy way out. You just have to grin and bear it. Sometimes the only escape route is to go straight through the flames, just braces yourself and bit your lip. Sometimes you just have to sever the ties clean off. Because in every relationship there comes a point when the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was, the memories can’t sustain you. You have to save yourself knowing all the while it will hurt like hell. Because you can’t keep giving someone everything if you get nothing in return.

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So, yes just incase anyone, is wondering, I am still dating the boy in the earlier posts, and he is beautiful, 10 months now. Doesnt seem like a long time to me, but it feels like i've been with him forever.

We have alot of issues still, but relationships aren't perfect and they never will be.

I love him. Thats all I pretty much care about.

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I have this friend, lets call her B. She is.... well its really hard to describe B, you see all her life people would put her down, and no one would pay attention to her, she thinks that no one really cares about her sometimes, and I wish I could tell her shes so full of it. She's beautiful , and she cant see that. Me and B met a while ago, and we became bestfriends instantly. litterally. I never left her house, i never went anywhere without her, and today we arent close anymore, and I still feel like shes that bestfriend, who I'll never lose and I will always have. Its weird to describe it. We're friends when were apart but bestfriends when were together, its hard to explain it.

Ill try later.

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I want to start a crazy blog, all about a stoner ( me ) and theire crazy thoughts, lol trust me I have so many crazy thoughts when Im high, and Im sure everyone would love to read them. They're CRAZY. aaha

jk, It'd be really cool if people acctually read my blog, those are the cool blogs.