we're losing this, and I can't live with that

We keep seeming to having the same problem. I'm scared, and I know you're scared. My names baby, and you are mine. Why can't everything just work out like that, You know I love you, I know you love me. If you don't want to be with me anymore, I hope you tell me , because I'm sick of being stuck up here thinking that when I see you again, everything will feel the same, see I don't doubt that, and I know you do. If you want to be with someone else,

tell me.
cause I want to know.
I love you with all my heart.
You are my true love, and you always will me.


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I can't take it anymore, I honestly feel like we're just stuck in this one position that neither of us want to make an effort to get out. You we're my bestfriend, you we're his bestfriend too. It's hard you have no idea, you dont have everyday the whole world against you, that is my life now. I have to deal with everyone that is against me and the things I love. I dont know how to fix it, and truthfully, I'm better off without those kind of friends. you, and only you, I regret losing, you were good to me, I treated you horribly, now this is where we stand.

first blog.
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bad week, I'm not okay.