yeah im scared.
you have so many other personalities that there hard to keep track of
dont push yourself away from me, if you dont believe , than don't believe.
speak to me, learn how to open up, because i miss your real smile.
i still look at and love you the same way, and I fear I always will.

my biggest fear is I'll never stop, and you'll stop soon.

" well i'd never want to see you unhappy, I thought you would want the same for me"

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"cause without me, you got it all."

take it the way i gave it to you.

The difference between me and you, is, our love.
theres always someone who loves the other more than the other one loves the----- and the whole cycle around that.

and to this point i still have not figured out who loves who most.
while im with you im still trying to find out who I am, Im trying to grow with in my self, and within this realtionship, to make it better for both of us.

try helping me once and while, its time for you to man up, and shape up.
because i cant grow with someone who is so stuck.


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weird? right? I havent written a blog in a very long time, and it feels good, I'm sitting in my credit recovery right now, slackin' oh weelllll
anyways.
Ill update you more that is for certain.